guys, noticed tat i wore a different jacket??
lols..i didnt wear e green one & not gona wear it anymore!
cos i discarded it away!!
tis will be my new one tat im gona wear :DD

just updated some links..& songs too..
today stayed home all day..
dad ytd bought a mouse :D finally can use com w/o any probs..
ytd went shoppin all day..:DD
went to town then bused to bugis..
practically was enjoyin post xmas..
since i didnt enjoy myself durin xmas cos i felt miserable thou :x
bought quite lots of stuff ytd..:D
& i owe my mum $75 in total eh..
my hair plus wallet $$..
gosh! is lyk i haven get my pay yet lol.
nvm liao lols...slowly pay back :/
perhaps use my remainin bdae $ to pay liao lols. sobs.
but at least i bought stuffs tat i wan.. :D
esp a shoe which need to replace my old one tat i wore for work..
seriously, wear liao damn pain..so discarded it ytd !
bought new one :D
oso, bought a wallet & small pouch too..
thou ive a new wallet, e old one i'll still use it & not throw away.
besides, e wallet is not spoilt or damaged..lols..-.-''
most impt is e memories..
okay lahs..shld end my post here..
tody got nice shows to watch @ nite..SG idol..lols. :D haha

how long wld i need?
foolish tots of mine..
shattered pieces cant be mend...

♥ 5:52 PM

1st of all, i wanna say MERRY X'MAS to all!
of cos oso not forgettin my dad, xmas baby..happy bdae dad!
yeah...finally my com can function properly & i no need rely on mouse!
thou now im usin e super old mouse, but beta then nth..:D
my blog is seriously lyk dead lahs.
i wanna blog de after olvl..
but so suay, i finish exam, mouse & com got prob. :x
so now, needa update quite a few things here & there.
life is still as usual..
i've a job..i find it quite okay lah. not bad.
aiya, most impt is can earn money to buy my own stuff can le.:D
gosh, v soon gona noe our results le..sian -.-
nevertheless, im still quite involved in band too..:D
& i've decided to go back learn piano..& strive for grade 8.
aft takin a break tis yr due to exams..
next wk got band camp..i definiely will go !
& very soon, is goin to be 2010 le..time really flies.
many things had happened tis few mths..
i've yet to...nvm forget it.
also, i was sick for a wk..
ate wrong things, stomach was super uncomfortable, vomit 3 times.
doc said i cant eat too oily food..
fastfood must wait awhile then can eat..& cant eat too much too. :s
kk..shall end here. wana go upload songs. ha.
will post as often as possible.

i tot things had become beta..
i tot i've sorted & handled everytin properly le..
yet memories r evoked, feelings r back..
all things r back agn..
idk y things will become lyk tis..
now i doubtin myself, super vexed, mixed feelings.
wat shld i do?
i can appear normal, yet inside i cant.
is bleedin..
i wanna stop everythin.
but i cant!
many ppl told me to cheer up, persuaded, adviced me..
i dun wish to disappoint them..but im sry.

♥ 10:28 PM

im not...

all e best for olevel.
no post till after Os..

♥ 2:14 PM